Poems/Constellations-WIP

I'm tired of the sky and her seamless daughters faking smiles at me

Tired of the warped out stretchmarks on her body laughing lanterns on my palms

I'm tired of seeing the faults in my cosmos flawed markings,

When daytime slips into night like

"I can't be a watchful mother to you anymore, and I'm tired of trying to be"

I'm tired of those titans teaching giants

I'm tired of being a constellaton

Tired of only seeing spare parts and using subtly voiced vortexed cliches,

I've been trying to change my center region

Trying to extend my rings so they'd revolve around a core

But I know I'm no supernova sunbeam

and I'm tired of trying to be

I feel black holed into the ground like I'm earthen

I'm striving to be a meteorite

So I can shoot atmosphere with my eggshell ways,

Just search for someone to crash with,

come crash with me

I'm tired of this entire riddle written catastrophe,

Let's stargaze together

I'm tired of trying to be everybody's moon landing

Chafe me anymore and I'll collapse

I'm trying to fuse into being insterstellar

Waltz with words not wikipedia tainted

I wanted to be an encyclopedia with your gravity,

I'm tired of lunar eclipses

Have always wanted to be thought of as your star

Yet I'm orbiting around your torso like Pluto

Too distant, too cold; soon beacons will cease to remember me

I'm tired

Tired of all the asteroids plagairizing my comet trails

Even galaxies can't be ever expanding

and I'm tired of trying to be one

I'm too tired of trying,

Let's evolve some more

I'm striving to create your telescope

Compass me into the stratosphere

So I won't have to wonder which way is north anymore

I can laser myself into a heat wave

I'm tired of having to disintegrate,

You know that feeling you get when all you want to do is cry?

Well I'm falling like acid rain now,

Come hold me, I'm so, so tired

I don't want to be this puzzle anymore

I'm tired of having every one of my pieces crack like the troposphere

Let's have the astronomers just discover me and rename me as who I am